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This si what I'm thinking right now:

I'm so stupid all the time; I can't buy nice things. I regret everything i do or don't do. Like for fuck sakes my "family" is in California; when my mom said well that works out well, you'll be in winnipeg when we're in disneyland" I should ahve said FUCK NO that doesn't fucking work out well; but no; I'm fucking stupid. And the worst part is my mom is down there with my little sister thinking "thank god chelsea isn't here cause she is such a pain in the ass and such a freakin' bitch; how could Ihave ever given birth to something so fucking atrocious.?" and the worst thing is is that it is all true. Fuck; I wish I wasn't to smart to kill myself.